Those who read this blog, and Rad's blog, and Shadow Lane already know what we wrote earlier -- change of plans; we're not going to the Shadow Lane party next weekend. There's not much we can do, Rad's mom is in the hospital, and we have to be around for her.
Obviously this is a huge disappointment, but I'm trying not to get too down about it. I was so looking forward to playing with a few of my favorite doms that I haven't seen since the last party (and hoping they were looking forward to playing with ME!). Was also anticipating a fun Boys Behaving Badly F/m party, which I was supposed to cohost with Miss Chris and Auntie Rhi. The boys will behave badly without me, I guess...
I've been putting off writing for over a week now. I can't say exactly what is going on but I have been having a hard time expressing my emotions, here or elsewhere. My last two blogs were kind of negative and I was hoping to balance that with a positive blog, but I wasn't feeling positive so I never wrote it. But I'm going to try harder, over the next week, to write something whether I feel positive or negative.
Thanks to everyone who already wrote or texted, telling us we'll be missed. It feels good to be missed. Feels better not to HAVE to be missed, but that's life.